Monday, April 03, 2006
; i know this is a feeling i just cant fight.i dont want to talk about school even though it brought me much laughter.
right now , the feeling is just
SORE !!!!!it just hurts you get it ?
hurts so bad you just break down.
i couldn believe it myself.
i wanted to smack myself.
thank you debbie and elaine.
its my last yr in stc and i get this.
maybe i only have myself to blame.
but you know , its really difficult to believe ?
b cos last yr , it wasnt like this even though __________ .
damn it!
i will only be able to forgive myself if _____________________ .
i'm sorry nic.
today mr francis talked about how track and field girls should ___________.
i felt so damnn useless !
its not supposed to happen ok!
i NEVER wanted it to happen.
but it already did.
2 yrs in a roll.
last yr wasnt so badd b cos _________________.
but this yr ?
i've just never felt so ERGH
to lose something you want so much just SUCKS ok.
SUCKS !and i just realised she is getting 3 ______ .
SHIT.
but i know what i did was right.
i walked up to her and gave her a hand shake.
and ,
it came from the heart.
thats that matters most.
elaine's very nice okay !thank you very much.and debbie is damn good at making ppl laugh esp when they are super down.thank you ng ning.thank you lin hui.i'm sorry nicole.
suga suga how you get so flyyyyyy.19:49