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If you were driving a train full of pasengers, and it's come to a point where you have to turn right or left and you have to make the choice where will you turn ? Bare in mind that , if you turn to the right , you'll kill an old man , and if u turn to the left , you'll crash into a wall and die.
so , where will you turn ? Maybe because of the passengers , most of us will choose to turn to the right.
Okay , then what if you were in the train alone , and under the same circumstances , where would you turn ?
There's no such thing as jumping off the train , whoever thought of that is just an escapist.
I rmb the day she asked us that question.
yknow , if you cant keep your promises and if you dont mean what you say , then i think you should just shut up cause it'll lead to alot of issues.
It takes a long time to trust , it could take a month or two , or even more.
Amazingly , it only takes 5 mins or less to lose that trust.
One lie lead to another lie and that lie lead to another lie which in the end , lead to a whole pack of lies. Too many lies committed.
And thats why my trust became weaker.
You dont want to know what they've been saying.
And if you think i'm not strong enough ,
I'm telling you I AM !
So what if it hurts ?
You dont care anyway and ,
I'm over what has been happening because i've grown up.
Thanks for teaching me not to trust so easily.
Thanks for helping me open my eyes to see who was around me, and who really cared.
Thanks for reminding me that i cant forsake them cause of you.
Thanks for showing me i'm useless.
Thanks for causing all these.
Thanks for showing me you didnt care.
But most of all ,
Thanks for making me stronger.
Did you know that by not saying anything you caused even more pain because i cannot read your fucking mind that is probably filled with so much new things now.Maybe you already forgot who i am , if i ever existed. Thank you for making that choice for now i know i was and am nothing to you.YOU FUCKING LIED!
Words are just words.
suga suga how you get so flyyyyyy.
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